fringeofreality:

drawing eyes with chalk pastel

but is it really so hard to pay attention to me when I need you the most? Do you really have to just walk away without any explanation? No “Good morning“‘s or “Good night“‘s, not even a ‘hello’ or a simple ‘good bye’. I get nothing. Absolutely no warning for when you’ll leave or when I don’t get to see you next. It makes me so sad that I don’t even get the normal greetings any friend would get, especially when I’m more than a friend. I don’t mean to sound like some catty girl who is upset about the little things, but I hate this feeling and I want things to go back to normal. I don’t even know what caused this, and whatever it was I wish it hadn’t happened. Forgive me for being too afraid to open up to you, but the last time I did I got nothing in return and I felt more miniscule and vulnerable than I had in a long time. Can we please get rid of the distance? I feel like I haven’t talked to you in forever, but I talked to you today. Granted it was only for five minutes or so, but I need the comfort of you being there for me, especially now…

Please, I beg of you, don’t leave me behind.